Nice & Blue



You're a door-without-a-key, a field-without-a-fence
you made a holy fool of me and I've thanked you ever since. If she comes circling back we'll end where we'd begun like two pennies on the train track the train crushed into one or if I'm a crown without a king, if I'm a broken open seed if I come without a thing, then I come with all I need no boat out in the blue, no place to rest your head, the trap I set for you seems to have caught my leg instead!

Dear world

I am now back from my summer activities! feel free to continue breathing or you know ignoring this as much as humanly possible anddddddd don’t worry I’ll keep posting things you dont even care about 

Fare the well~

fear

I have alot of it. It consumes my daily thoughts. It’s taking over my life. I just wish for once I could stop thinking stop all the bull shit and just have a really care free great life. But thats not how the game is played. Bad shit happens to everyone. People change. Friends stop contacting you to hang out. Being a grown up starts to happen. When you can no longer be a child and have to start worrying about car insurance, gas, phone bills, work, college and other things. I just wish I could go back and tell that 16 year old girl that being grown up isnt as amazing as I thought it would be. Adult me wishes I could go back in time and be allowed the occasional fuck ups and having my parents to clean up the mess. Unfortunatley life happens. Best friends turn into friends to aqquaintences to you just being left out of the equation. Spending time with eachother on birthdays is just trying to hold onto the memories. Life happens. Friends leave. Family stops being nice and start throwing shit like a bunch of monkies in the zoo. Things start becoming obligations and enjoying life starts to become a chore. You don’t know why your in school but what you do know is you’d rather be anywhere but the classroom. I don’t know where I’m going. Who I’m going to meet. When I’m ment to meet my true best friends. But what I do know is shits rough. Life sucks. The world sucks. Whats left to do? Move on. Grow as a person and stop reflecting on past relationships and old friends and start looking forward to career, marriage, babies, graduations, retirement, death. and thus being the daily thoughts that go through my mind.

Hey guys!

Off to work on my nail polish blog :]

If your interested theres a link on my blog

just click on Color Me Polish and it will take you there <3

I haven’t blogged on here in I think a week? well I guess I can start off by telling you about my day.

I slept in until about 11 when my friend texted me and we decided to hang out on her birthday

took an hour to get ready which is weird because I never ever usually take that long. typically its like 30 minutes total but for some reason today it was extra long.

went to the pound with my friends because they volunteer there so they wanted to see who was still there and it basically made me want to adopt every single cute animal there but sadly I have to wait until my brother moves out to get a dog.

went out to lunch at this little cafe place by my college

then we went to target and I looked at nail polish but didnt feel the need to buy any.

and now im just sitting here typing my day out to you guys :]

I’m sorry I haven’t been bloggin on here as much I’m just really trying to get my nail blog up and running and getting some followers on that

but if you want to look up my nail blog i put a link to it on this blog its Color Me Polish so follow that link if you want to check it out :]

thanks for following!

c ya later gators :]